This is one of our many evening sunsets, It is something to see this in the evening , being from the city , I am sure that there was moments like these. I just never saw them, maybe it was because of the many houses or the many buildings, or was it the busy life, the many people rushing? But in all .I can't remember seeing such a morning such as this.
This has been a moment that I sat in wonder at the beauty that is all around me. I am so happy, I am at peace. And living my dream. I still have hopes of the horse, or the livestock, but in all I am at peace. There is at times those worries of money, How to get on with what comes in and what goes out. But in all ,This is life. !
I often wonder how I could have lived so long without it. But working towards the dream., you have to start somewhere, and yes I often see my age and how long it has taken me to get here. I still believe in faith and God. To where I am now. I was meant to be here. with all the struggles. Nothing is easy. This has been proven. But I am here now. And I imagine many crossing this land and how they had to learn the cost . Some turned back ,while others may not have even came close to seeing what I have . And for those that made it and lived it. It is a glorious sight to behold and I feel proud to be able to know the feeling. I wish I could share it. Yet, it is the city that some young adults would rather see and live then out in the country. Maybe as they get older they will see things differently, Of course what it is that makes them happy is all that matters,
A day in what GOD MADE! I am so humble. I am grateful , I am truly at peace.I am HAPPY

Titans

It seems there is something to baseball! wait thats football!:) When you don't have cable you have and limit clear stations to watch you have to turn on something , And with one good tv station , it would be the titans game. It wasn't all that bad, I figured since I was now a new member of a new state, Tn, which seems everyone loves thier Tennessee teams. like the titans and , oh wow I can't think of the team, but it has to do with orange and its a college team.! The team at one point was ahead and it looked like we were going to win, but then I was told by my husband that there was to many minutes left and that the other time could come back and make a point , well they don't just make a point , they make five, I mean whats up with that,? if they had just won one point then we would have won, it was 12 to 16, but it ended up the the new orleans team made 5 , I didn't see it, how did they get this, when was the touch down? or would that be kicking the ball some where,? All I do know is we lost.! I was into this game, rooting on my team , sitting up and giving them the "okay team"! So being without cable, I have learned just a bit more to football,I think they only need to give one point to things , like kicking , touch downs. or we will never hold or lead, dog gone it! Of course I found thier coach to be very handsome in deed. I do how ever see this as a on going thing, the season is starting and without cable I will have to watch the only good channel we have, and I see more football games in my furture , and am not sure I have enough popcorn for that; or its changing channels and watching snow, and hearing the story, the only way to watch another channel, I still don't know what we did when I was growing up , How did we live with the very few channels and the snow, ? But I just don't think we had it as bad , of course I was in the city and now am in the country and wonder if this maybe the problem!? I think my mother would be proud, for all the years she would watch sports and "I saying" can't we watch something else ?. or I hearing her get so excited that her team were making , touch downs, bases, and putting pucks into some net, and hearing her disappointments , as if she could have or known what they should have done to keep that score, So here I am watching my full game from the start to the end, And disappointed that somewhere in the game my team lost the lead and I didn't see it coming . ;)Oh, it is the bobcats I think? the college team